Wondering...

It's been a long time since I blogged but I felt like I needed to. I am wondering about this whole graduation and getting a job thing. I want to...get a job that is and I know I'm going to graduate but I wish that I had a job now. I wish that I didn't have to wait two months to get a job. I'm a nurse now. Granted, I don't have a license but I can do the work and I'm ready to. It's somewhat scary that I have to do this for real in two months but I am so ready. I've been told by multiple nurses that I will feel like I know nothing when I get out in the field...great, I've spent two years to know nothing...really? Oh well, I'm still doing it, nothing's gonna stop me now. I've decided that I'm going to start my bachelor's in January because I need to take some time off from school. I just can't take too much time off or I won't go back. I'm definitely getting my bachelor's and I'll decide about my master's when I finish my bachelor's just because, at this moment, I say not no but HELL NO!!! That mainly has to do with writing papers which I have apparently forgotten how to do well...at least according to my nursing professors. Oh well, I'm not in nursing to be a writer, obviously. Besides, if I ever wanted to be published I would have someone edit my work and I really don't have a desire to be published, at least not for nursing. I think I'd like to write a book but I don't know what to write about and every time I've started writing, it seems really cheesy. But I digress...

I just want to start working as a nurse and get the nurse pay. We have a plan and I/we can't start on it until I am working as a nurse...so, I'm ready. Besides, I have spent two years in school training to do this and yet, I have to wait. Thanks Texas Board of Nursing. I have to wait until I get my GN (graduate nurse) permit to start working as a nurse. So, I wait...and wait...