Today is Thursday...

I'm ready for it to be June 13th. It's not that I'm trying to rush my life or anything, I'm just ready to work...as a nurse. Yeah, I know, I blogged about this yesterday but I feel like I'm waiting. I hate waiting, patience has NEVER been my strong suit. I keep thinking that someday I will figure it out but I don't know if I will...I'm just not good at being patient. Perhaps I feel like I'm going to miss out on something...I don't know. I'm just not good at being patient. So I guess I feel like I'm missing out on my life. I'm not, I'm living my life but I feel like the actual real life part is going to start and I'm being told to wait. I don't like it. It's partially because I'm impatient and partially because I'm ready to get on with it. We, the hubs and I have a plan and we can't get on with it until I have a job because, of course, the plan requires money. If only that wasn't the case but money is part of life and you have to learn to live with it or without it as has been the case for the last two years. Granted, I'm not going to be filthy rich but we will get to the place where we're comfortable. It will be nice to not get stressed out about how we're going to pay bills. We'll actually be able to put all of them on automatic draft and know that the money will be there. Then there's the continuing of my education and the hub's education. It's really nice to know that we'll be able to pay for it out of pocket, if we play our cards right. And, we will, we're planning on it. I have 3 weeks, 1 day, 4 hours, 41 minutes and 45 seconds until graduation...then I still have to wait. HA!!! June 13th is when I'm supposed to get my GN permit, approximately. I hope that it's then, I hope that I don't have to wait too long after graduation to schedule boards...but I may. I hope not though, I don't want to put off taking boards for any longer than I have to. I want to take them, pass, and get on with my nursing career!!! But, we're back to the waiting...so I wait. Impatiently but yet, I wait. :)