I know it's not me. I'm a good person, far from perfect, but I'm not intrinsically bad so I don't understand why I'm being continually "punished" or at least that's how it seems. I feel like no matter what I do, I can't win for losing and it's starting to get to me. I don't know what else I can do either. I have done everything that I can figure out how to do anything else that helps.
I've even gone so far as to have a different "job" until a real "job" comes along. I'm cleaning house, doing laundry, blogging, talking to my friends, trying to carry on with "normalcy" but it's not working. I found out today that I won't be working this Sunday due to who knows what at this point. I feel like I'm always the one that gets shafted in that position. I don't get it, I say, every single time I talk to my boss on the phone that I want to work Sundays, every Sunday until I get another job and then I get screwed. Of course, that has some to do with another person there who feels like she's entitled to all the hours. She works 5 days a week, I used to work 2, now I work 1. I understand, I'm not going to be there forever, and that has never been a secret. I don't feel like I should be punished for it though. Sometimes I feel like I should confront "The Entitled One" but I know that won't help anything.
So I really don't know what else to do. I'm just tired of feeling this way.
6 comments:
I'm sorry girl. That's a tough position to be in!
That sounds so unfair; you ask for one day and you can't even get that?? I hope something else comes along soon.
that sucks to be trying so hard and have so many things out of your control! fingers crossed for you!
It's hard to not stress when things aren't going the way you planned. You just gotta keep your head up and keep truckin'.
I'm sorry! That's must be frustating. I hope they push up your hours, or you are able to find something else.
Hi Sarah-I had to reply on your blog cause when you leave a comment there is no email address. That woman and her ex husband were fighting about people staying at their condo. Hardly seems like enough reasoning to do that.
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