Armand: Al, you old son of a bitch! How ya doin'? How do you feel about that call today? I mean the Dolphins! Fourth-and-three play on their 30 yard line with only 34 seconds to go!
Albert: How do you think I feel? Betrayed, bewildered...
I'm kind of at a loss right now. I'm pretty numb...it would be nice to feel some pain right now but I don't. Usually that quote makes me laugh, but not today. I got a little bit of a blow to my self-esteem today. Well, it was more like a huge slap in the face than a blow. The way I'm feeling is a little scary because usually I'm either upset or mad and I just feel nothing. I don't know what that means, I'm a fairly emotional person and I've got nothing for this situation.
I went and spoke to the assistant HR director at one of the hospitals here because the recruiter let me know that my references were unfavorable. The lady I spoke with today said that I was rated "low to medium-low". I was shocked and hurt. Obviously, I know that I am not the perfect employee but I figured I was a favorable one. Perhaps not. I think the thing that hurt the most was that two of the references are people that I consider my friends. I didn't expect them to lie but if they didn't think that I'm qualified for the position it's something that I would have liked to have known before now.
So now I'm terrified to go to my interview Monday...I'm afraid that maybe I'm not what they're looking for. I thought I was but I guess I'm not. I'm just really at a loss...
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Lots of luck today!!!! Hopefully you can show them in an interview that they would love you!
That's terrible! I would definitely try to find some new references. As for your interview, go in with your head up and remember that you deserve this job and you are completely capable!
How did it go?? Geez! They really didn't have to put it like that. You have a lot to offer and I hope it came through in the interview! (((hugs)))
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